Pondering

Scary. I'm not sure I can get past that fear of setting myself up to be hurt. By getting too focused, too "into him".

But I do know I can't reach the intensity I want/need without going there.

The real question is can I deal with the hurt that could come when he says it's more than he wants?

It's always more than they want.

Is it worth it?

I think about him too much, it's time to decide. I already want more.